by John and Paula Sanford.

"The life you were created for is within your grasp! If you feel like something is holding you back from being the person God made you to be... If you feel stuck dealing with the same old sins over and over again... The ministry to the inner man is not merely a tool to heal a few troubled individuals; it is a vital key to the transformation of the heart of every Christian! Transforming the Inner Man is your road map to spiritual growth and improved emotional health."

God put this book in my hands several years ago. If you seem to be attracted to the same kind of wrong man or woman or if the wrong kind of person is attracted you...I urge you to get this book and prayfully read it. I was faced with this....God showed me that because I held on to "bitter root judgements" and "inner vows" against my parents, I was attracting/bringing to myself men who exhibited the very same kinds of characteristics that I resented my parents for. God's law says that we reap what we sow....it is a law...and that we must honor our parents. I knew that I needed to forgive them but I also learned that I must repent for how I had dishonored them by holding on to bitterness and judgements against them....no matter if they were guilty or not....I had to repent and put those thngs to death at the cross. 

Thank you Beverlee. Yes I'll miss you here greatly sis.


I mean why are you doing this to me.

I'm getting very selfish now.

Will miss you here.

 Oh sis. Seems like we have the same thing going on. May be Beverlee had to go for us to see that part of us. Shall we do a pity party now? I don't think she'd approve of that. I think I'll need a comforter to wipe my nose and them tears away, save the Kleenex troubles. What do you prefer? Kleenex or comforter? 

Here's a plan, tell me what you think abt it. Grief isn't bad. we'll make through it. We'll write her anyway. We'll look back at what she used to say and be. We'll pray for her and each other. We'll seek to find out what her legacy was and live it on. What was her legacy? Surely it wasn't to hijack a thread like I'm doing right now.

I tell ya sis, it was a huge privilege for me to have met this WOG here just like it is to have met you. Isn't God so good, that in his manifold ways he chooses to bless us?

Take heart. Lean on me. Kleenex, or comforter sis?


Much love,

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God bless you Bev!