Dear Sister, I've taken your advice and spelled out His name. God, I love you with all my heart, sould and mind.
You have such a sweet spirit Angelina. God will surely show you His will because you are teachable and want to know it.
Sometimes He only shows us enough light for the step we are on. It is a trust walk with Him ...but His word says that he will make our crooked way straight. When I have wandered off the path He has for me or when I didn't make the right choice, He has always placed me back where I needed to be when I humbly submitted to Him.
Stay in His Word...and pray, pray, pray and ask the Lord to send spiritual Mothers and mentors into your life to be accountable to and to teach you.
Proverbs 3:5,6
5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;
6 In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.